I'm so emotional...already? I'm blaming it on the BCP...I've been on them 2 months and I only have 6 days left!! Thank goodness!
I just feel like crying! Over everything...over nothing...I'm so excited about my FET but I'm sad that I'm even having to do it. I should be picking names...nursery colors...I should be enrolling in birthing classes...planning a baby shower. But I'm not. I'm picking up prescriptions...planning my calendar for the next month so I can do it all again. Even if I the FET works I still won't be able to be happy...then I have to worry about the first u/s...the 2nd u/s...is there a hb...then making it to 12 weeks...and then...it won't end...I just wish I could POAS...see 2 lines and be excited to know I'd be bringing home a baby in 9 months....Infertility SUCKS!!
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